More{ I saw lotus }

April 28, 2009 03:50am

My day had been very calm, but gradually the village said it was the beginning of me. Willow told me it is. The reason is that I did not give Green a child. I find it very strange that I did Qinglian flowers, why have children? Green did not say anything, but I also saw him sigh. Mother also asked me, I do not know anything. I think the mind is no longer the calm. I started back in the dayRiver. I remember that the Buddha once told me that if I really get a person39s love, he came to pick me. What is the time to do it. I asked Willow, there have never seen the Buddha, willow, said nothing. I am not aware that time is running out of willow. I would like to ask the original Willow, what is love. So I did not ask.

On that day, my mother home, did not say anything. Green also did not come back. I find it rather surprising, Davis is just a sigh of looked at me, occasionally called my name, Handan. I have heard the joy of the village to marry sound, as in the first place when I am married to Green. I find it strange, but did not ask anything, I, I would like to look at the flowers, your mother had wanted to stop me, but her father stopped just told me, remember to come back for dinner. I find it strange why will not let me go home, I and Green39s home, but I said nothing, only nodded his head.

Instead of summer, nothing Hetang Lane, Willow is also a lot of aging, old age, this is before I learned the world. Very strange color of the sun, red, willow, said red is sadness and sorrow is what I do not know. I remember very clearly, on that red, the green body that normal hit, I closed thehis normal hit, the very clear change. He flew to my side, hugging me, and I am very surprised that Green is a gentle, I have to hold the. He cried over and over again, I, Lotus, Lotus, my Lotus. I motionless in his arms, only to feel the heartbeat of this very strange. Green is not clear from the language of delirium, I know, he has been thebecause I did not give Green a child, so give concubinage Green, Green or not, do not sayhis concubines on a break. Today is the day of concubines, but he escaped. He said his wife, I am the only. I listened to the silence. I have a strange feeling, I stay in the green side of the day is running out. As I know that time is running out of the willow like.

Later, Green did not concubinage, he did not say anything else. I do not know what has been said in the end. I do not like to go out more and more, occasionally to Hetang to walk, we can only see more and more frail willow, I can not help it. I remember that the Buddha said, few things are fixed and can not be forced. Green39s work more and more, he is often late into the night working hard to deal with. I still give him tea,him, he is often in over my arms, smell my breath. However, we are no longer on the poetry of the lyrics. I started under lights in the memories of the daysRiver.

Still later, Green is sometimes not go home. He began to change in the haggard. Haggard is said Willow., I lost a lot. I faint on the mother smiled, said nothing. In fact, I know other people39s conversations in the last concubine satisfied to Green in Green39s home, although Green was not present, or into the green to the door. I also know that sometimes did not come back to Green, is living in his home. I started waiting for the Buddha came to pick me, why can not the Buddha to ah.

That day, I remember it was summer, because I only saw flowers to come back. Green because they do not know will not come back, so I do not have to cook. Suddenly the door rang, I thought it was green back, get out meet him. Who knows, it is a woman, very beautiful, wearing a light red. Her eyes are also red. On seeing me, her eyes and a water outflow, and she kept saying, is that you are you are you live in the green heart, you always have been, although I have not seen you, can be Only you can live in the green heart. Because of you, I can new fendi scarf only do his concubine, because you, I marry him three years, henot touch me, because you are because you are. Why do not you give him a child? In this way, can also cut off my thoughts, I still do not have illusions about it. I did not understand, I just kept watching the water flow out from her eyes, I know, called tears. She grabbed his hair and repeatedly said, I love him, I love him, ah, I would rather just do his concubine, I can put up with that he did not touch me, but he did not even look at me, look at all ah, I do not see. I stepped forward, trying to revive her hair from her out of the new burberry scarf hands of solutions, all of a sudden she grabbed my arm, do you love green? If you love him, why not give him a child? Do you know, he called your name is? Lotus. I was terrified.

More{ Where there is no pain free }

April 24, 2009 04:44am

India has a young, very young age he contracted the disease of leprosy. Fortunately, he accidentally met a missionary from the practice in his hometown of Madras missionary doctor Paul Brady, the two became a friend. From well-intentioned doctors Brady Sadanga then necessarily carry, in every possible way to take care of him. One summer a few years later, Sadanga want to go home over the weekend, first to visit his family, and the other is to see the possibility of its own independent life.
Because the causes of leprosy, the nerve endings Sadanga stimulus to the outside world did not feel unable to feel pain. Prior to departure, Brady doctors warned of his risk of a strange environment to be more careful. Everything is ready,on a train bound for Madras.
Saturday night, and the relatives and friends and enjoy the Sadanga scattered back to the room he had lived, one fell to the grass covered, heavy and fell asleep. The next morning wake up one day, Sadanga the first thing to do is to double-check the whole body. Can never be perceived as pain, at any time to check himself, he can only judge the danger, to protect their own way, over the years has developed a Sadanga the habit. The results of inspection so new key holder that he was surprised by Sadanga find themselves bloody index finger on his left hand. top key holder This room was dilapidated, he asleep whenrats come from the hole in the wall, even as the fingers Sadanga supper. However, due to not feeling pain, even a small Sadanga mice are unable to resist.
Sunday evening, Sadanga dare not take it lightly. He covered with grass all night sitting cross-legged, back, read by oil lamp light. Dawn, his eyes growing heavy. Finally arrived could not tired anymore, Sadangaasleep. A few hours later, the call Sadanga awakened by their families, the original slide the right hand Sadanga kerosene Sheng39s bowl, the back of the hand on the skin have been burned, it is fortunate that the oil lamp is running low, but also by their families to discover Otherwise, he himself also died in the flames. See all this, Sadanga frustrated to bid farewell to their loved ones, his hands bandaged left Madras.
Dr Brady writes in his memoirs Sadanga back, I clean up his wounds, we can not help tears. Because there is no perception of the ability of the pain, the most eager to Sadanga been deprived of freedom.
Dr Brady said in his article, When you are struggling in pain, complaining about unfair God, I hope you will remember the story of Sadanga. There is no pain, will not be able to know the danger, did not advance and retreat of the scale, it is impossible to determine to do is right or wrong, can not protect themselves, never fear, no freedom at key holder all. Sadanga story taught us the true meaning of life suffering where there is no freedom!

More{ Silent outcome }

April 20, 2009 03:41am

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And the last time you told me to meet you, his wife, and her husband top key holder to join us to save some money to open hotel in Tibet do not come back, you do good?

I am very happy I did not answer but I do not know how to answer

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When you can lie like the one you promised to take me to beautiful Tibet if you promised to give cheap key holder me a beautiful wedding

I can always wait

And so he waved around the face

Mouth of the blood flow I told him I do not regret it, do not regret to see you, do not regret it and you spent a night Sleeping, do not regret it a few hand

Why do you dare to be so weak I am not afraid to tell a strong and tell me that you go home I.

I thought you and I will not travel home to see my family

I will not tell them you are my husband would not tell them you are my love, will not tell them I love you, love you, even give up their lives

Why I do not know why love you repent do not know rats as cigarettes fell in love with the cat fell in love with matches

More{ Congratulations! }

April 10, 2009 07:05am

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